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This weekend I went to Wales, haven't been there in years so it was good to go again. I went to stay with Ade and Mary, they were exceptional hosts and wonderful people. I arrived at the place I cant spell or say 'Macllynth' at around quater past eleven after a rather chaotic day at work. Next day unfortunately it didnt snow, darn it even though it did every where else. Even so a good day was had by all and alot of pictures were taken. When I saw the finals I was so happy :).
Meanwhile going home the next day there was a train wierdo, yes the ever appearing slimeballs on trains lol. Ah well at least I escaped him !

Jo x

Well this weekend has suerly been interesting. I went with my good friend Lucretia to the vampyre connection but it took us 30 mins to get there even though it was only round the corner from holborn tube station, we went up a wrong road, flagged down a taxi only to find that he took us back to where we came from for £3.60 a little embarissing but if you don't know london that well it's only to be expected that something will go wrong. So eventually  we got to the christmas meal, was great and met some fabulous people. After that we headed on to invocation but unfortunately had to leave at 1:30 am for the shoot with Draken the next day. Eventually we got home at about 4 am because of innconvenient night buses. Because of that we only got 2 hours sleep. Then it was up at 6 am the next morning to get ready for the shoot with Draken. We missed our train by 1minute and the next was not due until another 30 minutes, eventually we made it to Victoria coach station but only by about 5 mins, running through London in a long skirt was hard but we did it. After a 3 hour coach journey to Dover me and Luc had our shoot, really enjoyed it and Dave was great. Then it was only another 6 hours to get home from dover to london then from london to birmigham. Exhausting but good fun.

Religion is a strange thing to believe in the unbelieveable to have a blind faith without no evidence that there actually is a god at all. People follow what is a warped way to live your life, to live in fear and without sin. Well i'm sorry but sin? really? No one can live without sin it is a near impossibility even by looking at a girl and finding her attractive whilst in a relationship can be classed as a sin, and I know god's meant to forgive you for your sins but also encourages you to lead a sin free life. And you're meant to feel bad and repent your sins sorry but i don't think I should be made to feel unclean and sinful because of something as menial as that.

The whole adam and eve thing is wrong as well the bible states that Adam is the basic sex when it is proven that women are the basic sex? if you dont agree with me then why do you think have men have nipples after all there is no use for them unlike a woman. And it was also proven that the great flood never happened as archelogists discovered that egypt was around before and after the great flood. Seems like someone rambled in the bible and also lied too. So if the tellers lied about that whats to stop them from also lying about the presence of god?

And as for sex before marriage this is nothing to do with gods will it's just men wanting to control women, in ye olden days the only real power women had over men was the power to have a child and continue on the race, so the men thought they'd take this right away from the women and say they can only have kids in a marriage therefore controlling every last bit of freedom a woman had, quite sick really.

Thing is i used to be a christian lol and ive seen both sides of the argument and i realised there is no light, there is no god only those stupid enough with no will of their own to believe the lies of some maniac years ago. I confronted one of my friends about how if the devil was one of gods minions why doesn't he have the power to control him and stop him from doing all this evil, if there was a god surely he would want to protect us all? my christian friend replied god has given him free choice i was like what? what about all the people who are born with stuff like cystic fibrosis and stuff are they given free choice i think not? so if gods willing to let the evil have free choice and not the meek then maybe god isn't all good after all if he ever did exist?

The whole thing about the christian religion is quite shocking really when i was a christian i was still a goth and when i went to church they would all stare at me evily, didn't god teach people to be kind and treat everyone as an equal? then why did they treat me as so inferior? then when practising in church all they did was basically tell you how great god was and how menial and pathetic you were, leding followers to believe that they are worthless? um does depression spring to mind?

Well there's my view decide what you will

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